How much more pain is possible?

(JNS) — Words cannot describe the pain I feel, the silence I go through.

I would do anything to go back a month to the days before the tragedy, before all of this happened, before our lives took a turn for the worse.

I can’t digest that the whole world knows my face because of this horrific event.

I can’t believe that I sit as a VIP in all the ceremonies. This is not what I want at all, it makes me feel ill.

How much more pain is possible? I sit and hear about more terror attacks around me, it’s not over.

Arriving at the ceremony and standing up, the siren starts. Up until now, I was thinking...